I'm just not good enough for u.

sorry for those tears.

sorry I'm not there to shed them for u.

sorry u have to face this because of me.

sorry cause whatever I do,

that feeling is just there.

untouched.

U're still there.

On the top of everything.

U're the one and only.

even how I mad at u, 

screaming and yelling,

punching u,

throwing bad things,

u're still the one I want so badly.

U OWN ME LIFE AND DEATH

remember?