DOWN

I wish I could go to this place people called it far away.

I felt emptiness.

So bad that I could cry each time I think of it.

I can lie to people around me,

but I never could do it to myself.

People never see me as who I am when I'm alone.

I cry so bad, throw bad things, harm myself,

doing stupid stupid things,

they never sees that.

To them,

I'm a girl who always jokes around, make people laughs,

said funny things, always happy that nothing could bother me.

Because I never show it to them.

More accurately, I don't want to.

I don't want people to see me that way.

It's okay if I just keep it to myself.

Hurt alone.

That's better.